It's the end of the world

So do you ever feel that way? Some days I sure do. i feel like I am in a rut and I just cannot get out. I have so many things in my life to be thankful for and have so few concerns compared to a lot of the earth's population, but today I am not thinking about them, I am thinking about me. I am, like most people, worried about money. Did you know women are more likely than men to worry about finances? I certainly live up to that. I am looking realistically at a future where my honeymoon is never coming... well at least not for the next 30-50 months depending on how everything else goes. But on the positive side, my hubby is home this summer and we can spend lots of hours out at the lake (for free). We can also hike and many other things in the area we live as there is lots to do in summer that is low cost. And that way we can save for a good trip later. We also have lots of people to visit, so while there is exspense getting there, we have places to stay. As an added bonus, the sun is shining and I have managed to sit in the yard and see some sun for a change. So I guess at the end of the day I really do feel fine.