Sunday, June 24, 2007

A little country

I am feeling very shut in today. I love where I live and my life, but I need a break. A change of scenery. I always know when I get to this point because I start to feel a little unwound. Everything starts to get to me and I start to feel a little like running away. LOL. Not for long, just a day or two, to go and site see or just do something fun. I miss the fun I used to get in my life. I get it in small ways everyday as we all do. Visiting friends, watching the dogs, playing on the computer, hanging out with the husband. But I do miss the going away for the heck of it, going out dancing, just having friends over for drinks for no reason at all. To that end I have been planning a party at our cabin, but I have a feeling really no one will come. That seems to happen quite often. Life just gets in the way for everyone. Which I have to say adds to the feeling... of being insignificant. Do I really matter in anyones life?

So to cheer me up I am putting in this next song. It is me in so many ways, not that I look like the woman in the video. But I am a whiskey girl... oh I'll drink a fruity drink now and again but nothing beats a little rye and coke.



A little nothing: today we walked on the mountain and enjoyed the limited sunshine; I had a 3 hour nap and watched the family channel, I tidied my crafty room a bit so maybe I will work on some projects, read a book, tidied my kitchen so I feel like I accomplished something. Life really is not too bad around here, at least I did not have a close encounter with a bear today like a friend of mine (who is also a relative). We visited with her last night which was nice. It had been a long time since we had a chance to get over there and hang out.
A blogger whose page I have read once in a while lost his son this week and then a friend of mine had a baby girl. Life just keeps on turning despite everything that happens. We really do need to take the time each day to be thankful for the things that we have.

3 comments:

Anonymous said...

You matter in my world !!

LOVE YA !!

Pumpkin Ceeds said...

Ours too!

Just get out of the house. That helps me.

Just get out by yourself and do something just for you. It could be a walk, or going to the store for some nail polish. Just do something.

Anonymous said...

Thanks guys :-)