I am watching the dogs while hubby mows an elderly lady's lawn. I have done dishes, made dinner, made his lunch for tomorrow, organized the laundry again, fed the dogs... it is not unusual to do this but I feel bad. I am in a down period and my poor hubby is a bit at a loss. He wants to help, which I love about him, but cannot understand that it is not something specific that is causing this. It is life. It is work, money, the dogs, a need for a holiday, a sadness that good friends moved, a wish we got to see our friends here more... a little lack of direction in my life that I need to focus on.
We watched a movie last night at church called Facing the Titans. It is aabout a football coach who is having everything in his life moving against him or just not go his way. He really focusses his life on prayer and God and things start to change in his life. In his relationships at home and work. It was actually what I needed to hear right about now. I do not pray as much as I should. But I have seen the power of prayer in so many areas of my life and the lives around me. I know lots of people who may or may not agree but for me, I can see things working in my life that are hard to explain. It is not a miracle cure, LOL, but I am not alone in my struggles.
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Hubby doesn't know what to do when I'm depressed either, and I got so bad I wanted to walk in front of the train.
You need to take a shower. You need to get outside. You need to move your body. Seriously. You need to do it. Tomorrow night I want to go for a short run. Come with me and walk it. YOU NEED TO.
Put the dogs in the kennel or get your mom to look after them. Go to the cabin and commute for a little while. Pray if that helps. Meditation helps to focus people. Write out a list of things to do each day so you follow through.
Come over for tea. Please. You have me and I understand. Come over right now.
yes, I am going to start running (walking) more to get moving. And after this weekend will try getting to the cabin a bit more. I do have a number of days off next weekend so I plan to head to the cabin for a few days. Peace and quiet. aaahhh
Thanks CJ :-)
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